Sometimes I’m not good at explaining how I feel
Sometimes I am great at explain how I feel
Today
Well actually tonightfromtheotherday is where this emotion takes place.
Positive. Positive. Positive. Positive.
And positive again.
What do I do
Who do I tell
This isn’t right and I can’t believe this is my life.
But
Tonightfromtheotherdayaftertoday I sit and feel sad
Tonight I sit and can’t stop the tears flowing
Tonight makes me continuously wonder why did this have to happen tonight.
What other day did I want this to happen?
Never.
But oh tonight
My Monday night on June 9th I will sit and remember you for as long as i can. Oh I hate this Monday night. What an awful Monday night.
1145, behind the curtain, sitting, waiting.
“If you don’t mind going change your pad and leaving it on top of the trash can…..”
“ok. There isn’t really anything right now.”
“That’s fine. when the doctor comes we will…..”
I am walking back to 1145
Pain, just some period pain.
but you feel the pad fill.
“i will go change my pad now.. so you guys can see.”
the lights are bright and all i can think about is where they will put you.
I left you on the red bin in the bathroom and my tears started flowing
“there is no baby”
I can’t believe my Monday night was like this Monday night.
My Sweet Love
My Sweet love
My sweet love
mysweet love
I mourn you like no other and I long for you more than I act like I don’t.
I wish I could have you come back to me.
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