i think when you know you could love someoneforever is when you know you know their flawed behavior doesn’t bother you that much. I want to break up with you is such a HEAVY thought. I think everyone goes through the torture to accept the “I no longer love you” thought. Does everyone in this life want to be with one person for the rest of their breathing life? I think to love someone forever is to be a mother. No matter how much you don’t understand the concept of love. love is to be a mother. Or even a really good human. Take that how you understand it. Which means to me ‘understand how you want too’. when opening thebook thats so controversial
i read:
“Come, let us take our fill of love till morning; let us delight ourselves with love.”
and even after reading the verse.. we,you,or I still can’t believe in the excitement of being in the state of infatuation when getting to experience another human being. ALL THESE YEARS. everyone yearns for the want to be loved. or should you have the people who should have been loved. Maybe this is why you want to be with someone forever. You want to love the person the way they should have been loved, hopefully you can understand it that way because i happen to see it that way, and hear it that way, and i really love to experience it that way.
OK. Now that i got that out. what are y’all eating for dinner? in my head i wanted to write that statement out as “what are y’all eating for pizza?” . ok. enough of that.
i love plants. thats love. For you crazy plant loving people. Thus is for you. to know love is to grow a plant. ahahhahahahhahahahhahahhhhhaa this is so interesting. i could go on for days about that if you wanted me too. i won’t understand that though .
im going pick up my ivy plant.
i do not quite know what this means. but. i suppose ergo what i wrote in my journal during the times I was ovulating is actually untangling in my very not virgin eyes.
6:15 PM
i think the nicknames that me and jo came up with are so cool, its so cool, its cool and you don’t even know it.
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Welp, that was that.
you reminded and i was reminded of how much i hate the game. but also love the game. i said merci and walked away.
Does this conclude what I am thinking? or do i continue on? I think that should probably stay in my drafts.
Saved draft at 9:51 PM
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