sitting. thinking. doing.
Family group chat consist of all types of things. Today, this morning, voting. what does that even mean to you or me or everyone. To me… nothing. And to you… i can’t answer that. To everyone…. many things. I do want to know more about what it means to vote when this overwhelming time comes. Voting on 4 amendments. I couldn’t even tell you what the first or second or tenth one is. This is embarrassing- or is it? It is. My sister knows all about it. She knows about a lot of things in ALL areas that I would.. no… that I wish I knew more about. SoOOOOO why is it so hard to ask about everything? Me, I have no idea. It’s too much to handle. I wake up and think about why the lady at work didn’t say hello back to me, but she looked at me. Not much else to say on voting, except.. I should do better on gaining this so called important knowledge or maybe I only feel this way because that’s what the right thing to say is. We all will die. People are dying now as I type.
To me, it doesn’t matter.
DO YOU NEED ANYTHING WHILE WE’RE OUT? such a heavy question for a girl who only has $12.15 in her bank account and who should be getting paid $534 on the first of somestupidmonth. If I say yes, I torture myself about how much money you will have spent on me. BUT I will enjoy and APPRECIATE whatever money you have spent on something I probably never really needed. If I say NO, I will later torture myself on what I could have got if I were to say yes. so which is the better option? seriously tell me because I could go insane about the right answer for eternity. But then I won’t care the next day. It never really mattered. Happy birthday Mom.
Why is it this hard to get ready? I sit here with an open- very open invitation to join the insanity for a few hours out of my day. If I join, I’ll sit there when I’m ready to leave waiting for everyone to say goodbye or something like that. Getting ready is fun. I like dressing up and doing something crazy. So I still ask .. why so hard to actually start getting ready? The girls will never know if you are somewhat like me. AND if you’re not like me, I will forever clap my hands for you. ONLY if I feel you deserve it. comical. ok. I shall get ready now.
People who don’t listen to the discover weekly on Spotify scare me. Yes. I use Spotify. If you use apple music.. all I need to know. How and why are you only listening to the same songs over and over again. switch it up. seriously. SERIOUSLY. I used to know this one girl and she said she doesn’t like new music. We fell out a week later, give or take. Trouble On Central – Buddy
speaking of numbers. My fav number is 24 and no its not because i was born on the 24th of November. AND yes i am a sagittarius. Is that your thing? personally.. i don’t really know much about all of the zodiac fuss, but if i ask you what’s your sign and i hear something i don’t like… mind your business. You know? what does that mean???????????????ANYWAYS.
SO i guess this ends today and this morning. if you got this far I am cheering & sparkin’ a stick for you and if thats not your thing… good thing its my thing. I don’t drink, but if you’re down for that, i’ll join because you’ve caught me on a good day. Cheers in your and my mind…… imagine it if you will.
XOXO,
isabellaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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