Category: INTHENEW
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Who do you pray to?
Growing up in the church as a child, but not a teen has led questioning my faith in adulthood everyday. “just have faith” Such an easy thing to say when you are in a cult as my dad would say. Such an easy thing to say coming from my mother that works in the church.…
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Cooking for My Family
today at 2:07PM i am crying and cooking for my beautiful family my baby probably won’t eat this rice and gravy like his father and i will but that doesn’t matter i am a young woman heartlessly cooking to feed the mouths that i would go to war for. I cry for them because my…
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life in my time
sometimes you have to disappear for awhile in order to heal things you don’t know how to talk about. sometimes you have to disappear for awhile in order to heal things you don’t want to talk about. sometimes disappearing for life is what you need to do. disappearing means a messy room, messy living room,…
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thisis sunday night
tonight i sit and think. the pounding intrusive thoughts. the lull baby. the water remembering. i continue to wonder why this world is so unknowing. if i could know this world. i would. i sit and think to wonder all the things you could know. all the things that you don’t know. you don’t understand…
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in this nighttime:
i think when you know you could love someoneforever is when you know you know their flawed behavior doesn’t bother you that much. I want to break up with you is such a HEAVY thought. I think everyone goes through the torture to accept the “I no longer love you” thought. Does everyone in this…
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LIKE THIS IN THE MORNING.
sitting. thinking. doing. Family group chat consist of all types of things. Today, this morning, voting. what does that even mean to you or me or everyone. To me… nothing. And to you… i can’t answer that. To everyone…. many things. I do want to know more about what it means to vote when this…