Author: Isabella
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The Feeling of
Sitting still,feeling the weight of forever,the trembling of my heart. The clock keeps spinning,my mind won’t stop thinking,your eyes always rolling. What day is it?Just a Friday. Your days move easily,but mine stay heavy—deathly silent—with the insanity always lingering. Somehow, it’s always forgotten.I speak up,but I mustn’t look crazy.
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TWO WORLDS.
My eyes are open,but my mind is still. Your eyes—just woken,but the mind is waving. We wake differently,but it will never change.This immense yearn that breathes,somehow forgotten. This day consists of nothing,but your wonder will run you some days. The days I can’t seefeel draining—yet still you come back to us.While your heart is racing,my…
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Money Can’t Buy Happiness
You know I do want to agree with that, but every time I really start to think about the phrase “money cant buy happiness” I really disagree. But I only disagree when I am short on cash.. Money will never buy happiness and only the woke will be able to understand that. Money may bring…
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Who do you pray to?
Growing up in the church as a child, but not a teen has led questioning my faith in adulthood everyday. “just have faith” Such an easy thing to say when you are in a cult as my dad would say. Such an easy thing to say coming from my mother that works in the church.…
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Cooking for My Family
today at 2:07PM i am crying and cooking for my beautiful family my baby probably won’t eat this rice and gravy like his father and i will but that doesn’t matter i am a young woman heartlessly cooking to feed the mouths that i would go to war for. I cry for them because my…
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I am jealous that you like your mom.
I am constantly running up and down a hill when trying to keep a balanced relationship with my mother. I can be supportive when and if you talk about you and your mom, but deep down I don’t actually care to listen what you have to say about her. I actually don’t even think I…
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Wed Aug 2 10:52 AM
hello again In this moment I feel annoyed and honestly just completely over it. could it be because i put makeup on and I feel completely disgusted with what i see when i look at my reflection or is it that i am starting my period soon. Speaking of periods… I’ve had one period since…
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Does everyone believe in love the same way?
Never able to outrun the question of what love means. ALL THESE WORDS. ALL THESE THOUGHTS. Boundlessly showing and giving vibrations. Laced with contradictions while our sun wakes and sets. Do you feel my utter? ALL THESE FEELINGS.