Author: Isabella
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Who do you pray to?
Growing up in the church as a child, but not a teen has led questioning my faith in adulthood everyday. “just have faith” Such an easy thing to say when you are in a cult as my dad would say. Such an easy thing to say coming from my mother that works in the church.…
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Cooking for My Family
today at 2:07PM i am crying and cooking for my beautiful family my baby probably won’t eat this rice and gravy like his father and i will but that doesn’t matter i am a young woman heartlessly cooking to feed the mouths that i would go to war for. I cry for them because my…
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I am jealous that you like your mom.
I am constantly running up and down a hill when trying to keep a balanced relationship with my mother. I can be supportive when and if you talk about you and your mom, but deep down I don’t actually care to listen what you have to say about her. I actually don’t even think I…
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Wed Aug 2 10:52 AM
hello again In this moment I feel annoyed and honestly just completely over it. could it be because i put makeup on and I feel completely disgusted with what i see when i look at my reflection or is it that i am starting my period soon. Speaking of periods… I’ve had one period since…
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Does everyone believe in love the same way?
Never able to outrun the question of what love means. ALL THESE WORDS. ALL THESE THOUGHTS. Boundlessly showing and giving vibrations. Laced with contradictions while our sun wakes and sets. Do you feel my utter? ALL THESE FEELINGS.
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Who are we today sometimes?
Today I have an unexplained attitude. I wonder why she stays for so long I can choose to ignore her but Maybe she is here for a reason Maybe Ms. Unexplained is here to protect me from the evil spirits As I stand at the kitchen sink I notice my ear is ringing If I…
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In the corner
Sometimes I’m not good at explaining how I feel Sometimes I am great at explain how I feel Today Well actually tonightfromtheotherday is where this emotion takes place. Positive. Positive. Positive. Positive. And positive again. What do I do Who do I tell This isn’t right and I can’t believe this is my life. But…
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life in my time
sometimes you have to disappear for awhile in order to heal things you don’t know how to talk about. sometimes you have to disappear for awhile in order to heal things you don’t want to talk about. sometimes disappearing for life is what you need to do. disappearing means a messy room, messy living room,…
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thisis sunday night
tonight i sit and think. the pounding intrusive thoughts. the lull baby. the water remembering. i continue to wonder why this world is so unknowing. if i could know this world. i would. i sit and think to wonder all the things you could know. all the things that you don’t know. you don’t understand…